A LITTLE ABOUT ME AND WHAT THIS BLOG IS ABOUT !!

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Hey it is Brian , again with a new blog ! Tehe!!

In this blog entry I will give update on my life , who I am , and what this blog is about 

To be completely honest I had giving up on blogging and writing my own book/book series this year.
This has not been the greatest year and my self esteem has not been the greatest , but I still have hope.

My Wife and I moved back to New Hampshire to be closer to her family and to get hers and I's mental health in check.
Maine had drained us both spiritually and mentally , I deeply regret moving back to Maine in 2016 , but I had no choice and was  giving a choice but to move back Maine in 2016.

To keep it 100, here is some advice , limit the people you let speak into your life because with too many people speaking into your life can destroy you, you end up forgetting who you are , more importantly who God called you to be.

Currently my Wife and I are doing much better , we found a authentic church that has been so inviting.
My Wife found  a great job , i'm still looking and I know God has something for me .
We have a cute " one bedroom apt" and our kitty Princess love's the place.

So that is a update on me and now let me introduce myself to those of you have never read any of my blogs before .

I am a 30 year old who is married to a beautiful lady who rocks my world .

I have kitty named Princess , I love her but she can be a ass sometimes.

I am currently unemployed but I am actively looking for a full time or part time job.

My top five music genres are : Hip Hop , Rock , Jazz, Country , and Metal.

My top five movie genres are : Horror, Drama , Romance, Action , and Fantasy
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My top five book genres are:  Horror, SciFi, Fantasy, Historical , and Self Help.

Sports I like : Football, Basketball, and Baseball.

Favorite Football team : Indianapolis  Colts   

Favorite Basketball team: Dallas Mavericks

Favorite Baseball team: New York Yankees

I am a huge Pro Wrestling fan , I have been watching since I was six years old .
Pro Wrestling has been escape for me when I go through rough times .

My top five Male Wrestlers :  Kenta Kobashi, The Undertaker , Kane , Samoa Joe, and Nick Gage,

My top five Wrestling  Promotions :  NOAH , NJPW, AEW, GCW, and PROGRESS

My top five Women Wrestlers : Toni Storm , Nikki Cross, Jinny, Kari Sane, and Shayna Blazer .


 Between June 6th , 2009  and June 9th, 2009, I decided to get my life together and choose to get sober .
I was addicted to pills , cocaine , and I had a big drinking problem .
This year I celebrated ten years sober , I did relapse two times in the past ten years but I made it ten years!

Sometime in October of 2009 , I surrendered my life to Christ and have been saved for ten years .

I tried bible school but that was a huge bust but I made some great friends .

I was homeless at one point in Keene, NH , lived in PA and NY , and have done a lot of cool stuff.

That's enough about little ole me , let;s get into what this blog is about!!

This blog, Brian's Messy Thoughts , will be mostly be me pouring out my thoughts and trying to get people to think and think outside the box .
I will be controversial and will not be politically correct .
Like my blogs in the past I will , share a song of the week, talk about pro wrestling , and share my short stories .
But with that said , there will be more opinion blog entries , basically my view on certain topics.

I hope you will give this blog a shot and subscribe !!     
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