MY VISION FOR 2020

So I thought it would be a grand idea to share my vision for this blog for 2020 and my goals for 2020.

So let's start with my goals for 2020.

MY GOALS FOR 2020

So I no longer do new year resolutions because to me they are fake goals with no real intention to start.

  What I have been doing the last 2 years is setting up goals that are attainable and realistic goals I am 100% on board with.

So here are my top three goals :

   1, Take better care of my mental health 

From 2018  to 2019 , my mental health has not been the greatest and I have not really put any effort towards to taking better care of my mental health .

My mental health has affected my belief in God and my belief  that people close to me care about me, excluding my wife , some family members , an some friends, thank you to the real ones who have stood by me.

I am at point were I barely trust any christian leadership because I have let them have too much space in my life and let their words affect me to a point were at I feel god hates me or is punishing me  .

So my plan is to find a therapist so that I can finally move forward and let go of issues that have me captured .

2. Take better care of my physical health 

When I had started my weight loss journey in 2018  I started off great , I think I had lost somewhere between 30 to 50 pounds,

I had started a new job in June 2018 and made excuses not to go to the gym .

  Then my old eating habits started slowly crawling back but I was sorta of not doing too bad , so I was not gaining back any of the weight I loss.

But 2019 I fell back hard into one of my bad eating habits , eating junk late at night .

So I'm pretty sure I have gained back about 25 to 50 pounds that I had lost .

So here is my plan going forward with taking better care of my physical health :

1. Find workouts that I can do at home

2.  Go for walks when it is warmer out

3. Eat less junk 

4. At 8pm , no more eating .

5. Keep on the trying to eliminate sugar from diet. 

My final goal for 2020,  find a job.

So in 2017 and 2018 I made some poor choices concerning my employment and now I am paying for it , an I take full responsibility for those poor choices.

So this is my plan : 

1. Sit down with my wife and see what my options are

2.  See a doctor about my left  foot , I never got pt for my left that I broke in 2015 and it is hard to stand some times .

3. Just keep looking for work 

MY VISION FOR THIS BLOG IN 2020

1. Tackle harder subjects 

2. Work on my grammar

3. Just be me .

So that my vision for 2020 ! , What is yours ?