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MY SPIRITUAL JOURNEY AND HOW I GOT HERE

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What up peoples ?!?!?!?! It has been awhile since I have talked to you and updated you with what has been going on in my life. There is a lot to unpack and I am going to try to be as clear as I can. Some of you wont understand were I am coming from and I am okay with that.  THE BACKGROUND OF MY SPIRITUAL JOURNEY So I want to give some background on how my spiritual journey. Since I was a baby I went to church every Sunday . As a teenager I went to youth group and I would put on a mask that I was saved .  At a christian summer camp I thought I heard god call me to be a youth pastor/head pastor. After that experience at that christian summer camp , I started to drink and use drugs  At age 20 , June 9, 2009, I decided to get sober and get my life back on the right path. October of 2009 I decided to answer a alter call and give my life to christ. The next year I went bible school for a year , though I made some great friendships , I highly regret going to bible college becaus...
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MY VISION FOR 2020

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So I thought it would be a grand idea to share my vision for this blog for 2020 and my goals for 2020. So let's start with my goals for 2020. MY GOALS FOR 2020 So I no longer do new year resolutions because to me they are fake goals with no real intention to start.   What I have been doing the last 2 years is setting up goals that are attainable and realistic goals I am 100% on board with. So here are my top three goals :    1, Take better care of my mental health  From 2018  to 2019 , my mental health has not been the greatest and I have not really put any effort towards to taking better care of my mental health . My mental health has affected my belief in God and my belief  that people close to me care about me, excluding my wife , some family members , an some friends, thank you to the real ones who have stood by me. I am at point were I barely trust any christian leadership because I have let them have too muc...
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LEEMAN'S SONG OF THE WEEK 1/2/2020

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What's going on Fam ?!? HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This week's song is a cover by one of my favorite Youtubers , Teddy Swims . I found Teddy Swims on Youtube randomly last month and boy!!,  this dude can sing!! I really hope someday I can see Teddy Swims live. Here is Teddy Swims with his cover of Shania Twain's " You're Still The One"
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LEEMAN'S THREE TOP FIVE LISTS OF THE LAST DECADE

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So everyone is getting ready for a new year and reminiscing about the last ten years. So I thought it would be cool to share with you my three top five lists of my favorite things of the last decade. The categories are Music , Movies, and  Pro Wrestling , LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! LEEMAN'S TOP FIVE MOVIES OF LAST DECADE  1.  Inglourious Basterds 2.  The Amazing Spider-Man 3.  The Hobbit   4. Get out  5.  Insidious   LEEMAN'S  TOP FIVE SONGS OF THE LAST DECADE  1. Lucky Ones By Lecrae Feat. Rudy Currence 2.  Love Yourz by J Cole  3. Tennessee Whiskey by Chris Stapleton   4. Breathe Into Me by Red 5. What If I Was Nothing by All That Remains  LEEMAN'S TOP 5 WRESTLING MATCHES OF THE LAST DECADE 1.  Kenny Omega vs Kazuchika Okada IV   2,  The Undertak...
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MY THOUGHTS ON THE OK BOOMER MEME AND THE "WAR" BETWEEN BOOMERS AND MILLENNIALS

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The phrase OK BOOMER has added fuel to non stop " feud " , "war" , or "spat " between Boomers and Millennials. Here is a short definition of OK BOOMER and its origin ( source : wiki) Usage The phrase "OK Boomer" is a pejorative retort used to dismiss or mock perceived narrow-minded, outdated, negatively-judgemental, or condescending attitudes of older people, particularly baby boomers. The term has been used as a retort for perceived resistance to technological change, climate change denial, marginalization of minorities or opposition to younger generations' ideals. As of early November 2019, Videos tagged with #OkBoomer on   Tik Tok   had been viewed more than 44.6 million times. [12] Origin "OK Boomer" was popularized as a reaction to a video of an unidentified older man, in which he declared that "millennials and Generation Z have the Peter Pan syndrome, they don't ever want to grow up; they think that t...
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SONG OF THE WEEK!!!!!!

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Song of the week is when once a week I share a song that I can't get enough of ! I hope you enjoy! This weeks song is by one of my favorite bands , Enemy by SevenDust !!! Here is a short bio on Sevendust ( credit wiki) : " Sevendust   is an American   rock   band from   Atlanta , Georgia, formed in 1994 by bassist   Vince Hornsby , drummer   Morgan Rose   and guitarist   John Connolly . After their first demo, lead vocalist   Lajon Witherspoon   and guitarist   Clint Lowery   joined the group. Following a few name changes, the members settled on the name Sevendust and released their   self-titled debut album   on April 15, 1997. They have attained success with three consecutive RIAA gold certified albums, a Grammy nomination, and have sold millions of albums worldwide. The self-titled album sold 311 copies in its first week. [1]  However, through touring and TVT support, the album gained...
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A LITTLE ABOUT ME AND WHAT THIS BLOG IS ABOUT !!

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  Hey it is Brian , again with a new blog ! Tehe!! In this blog entry I will give update on my life , who I am , and what this blog is about  To be completely honest I had giving up on blogging and writing my own book/book series this year. This has not been the greatest year and my self esteem has not been the greatest , but I still have hope. My Wife and I moved back to New Hampshire to be closer to her family and to get hers and I's mental health in check. Maine had drained us both spiritually and mentally , I deeply regret moving back to Maine in 2016 , but I had no choice and was  giving a choice but to move back Maine in 2016. To keep it 100, here is some advice , limit the people you let speak into your life because with too many people speaking into your life can destroy you, you end up forgetting who you are , more importantly who God called you to be. Currently my Wife and I are doing much better , we found a authentic church that has been so i...
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